DonT judGe mE eaSiLy..iM noT tHe onE wHo sHud be judGe..wHo giVe yOu tHe aUtHoRiTy tO abUsE my liFe??..?checK uRseLf b4 juDginG oTheRs..iT iS Juz mE wiTh mY LousY liFe..anD tHis life wHich maKe mE sEE, drEam anD acHivE...
Last thursday was my First day of working...but im not working, in the way other people like me are working...first week of working the company gives us training...for us to polish and improve our skills...
but i feel like going back to school...we have to write down a lot of notes...assesments to be passed..and gettig to others...
and the food are very expensive...feel like i want to bring food from home...hee~~ i did think about it...and i will keep thinking about it...the best thing is, there is a cafe in our office where u can have milo, coffee tea or even hot chocolate for free...hehe...( im very axcited when i hearrd taht i can get free hot chocolate !!)
the office ( or we call the call floor.. ) are in a very cold condition...its was very cold inside until one of friend got sick after 2 days training..there is no air cond controller in the call floor...so everyone must get used of the condition...crazy...how these people stand still in a cold place like that...??? i wonder how am i gonna work then...
next week i will have to sit for 2 big exam .... the PCE's exam and Role play exam... PCE's is a insurance license which everyone of us must have the insurance..if not, then we cannot sell our product...and the Role lay exam is a test where we will sell our product to customer..i hope i will pas both exams..because im too tired to find other job...the salary is just enough for me....but this is for starting..to gaim experience and to save money for my convo...
" O Lovely God, Please bless my journey through all my daily life..to you i come, and before You i pray..."
It was on Thursday..its the longest hour of interview...and i have to go on different places in one day..doesnt mean that i never on the situation before( ive been even worse..!! ) but i have to rush and dont even have time for my precious lunch...
first ly, i was ask to go to the agency who manage my interview..i met a few candidate there, came to interview for the same postion...tele-marketer executive....it actually offer rm1.4k excluding allowances, commision and overtime... its pretty challenging job, where i have a target costomer where i have to promote a certain product. but i kinda easy, where i only have to sit in the office and don't need to meet the customer...and i have normal working hours..so there is no shift hours..where i have to works at night..hee...plus thesalary was quite good for me as a beginner and fresh graduate...
The agency gives us some briefing about the interview that we about to go..i feel very nervous and blank when thay started to ask question..in english...its not i cannot answer the question but, i feel kinda blank and my confidence level tottaly down when i see all these candidate who come..
After the briefing, i only have 30 minutes to go from ampang park to kl sentral...i have to take the train, change train at masjid jamek and continue my journey to kl snetral..i suppose to go with one of the candidate, but i have waited until i missed to train, but she still not showing up..so i tought she must have been to the early train when i was in the toilet, so i just continue my journey..when i reach kl sentral, i have to ask people where is the sooka center, i lost a few times...
So , when i reach Quill 7..( the place that i suppose to interview )..i was late 2 minutes..thank God that the interviewer was not ready that time,so i can take my breath..i saw many candidates come with potential..some of them had work previously and of course they had the experience..and me..?
i went through the interview, nicely , smooth and funny so that the interviewer will remeber me...i hope so..but it always be me...ive tried my very best to get this job,.people may say its hard, pressuring but still i want to know how pressure it is..hehe...come on challenge me...let see ho far i can go in marketing industry..
Now im waiting for the call..but it doenst stop me for go browsing other job..i have this offer in HSBC bank, but i have to work on shift, so i didnt go...
and i also got interview from jobstreet itself..maybe i will try this one..this monday...
Hope i get one of the job..im tired of waiting..God,help me..
Astro did provide a lot of graet movies, entertainment, and news...but for me..BORING..!!
Ive been watching ASTRO and the shows were great...but, its too boring for me..ive change channel many times, and all i see was the same shown yesterday and the day before...
i suppose to go interview for work..but im have to stay home..(padahal malas..)im waiting for 'kak' to come back from Singapore..and then they will be gone again for America maybe on 28th or 29th this month...so maybe they will ask me to stay at their house again or maybe not..i really want to say no..but i still dont have any jobs so why dont i stay for a while...?plus, i can go interview and still stay here...but so much money will be wasted..i can get free foods since they provide everything...
i dont which decision to choose but i will do something...
and im sorry that the title has nothing to do with what im saying..im just too bored..!!
Today is my first day living alone (not so alone...ada c opey kn) in this banglo...quite scary..hehe..with unknown gardener..hehe...nasib lengkap ni rumah...everything is available..y tiada cuma kwn bercakap...c opey tu bukan faham pa kita cakap..
Plan...
1) Beli barang di Giant...beras,milo,tisu kotak,telur,sayur,sos tiram,ayam untuk c opey,maggi kari and maggi korean..( ada list suda ni..tggl beli ja..hrap2 ckup la rm200)
2) Masak masakan resepi "Ikut Selera Ku"..xtaw pa mo masak lg, tp harap x masin betul la nnt..
3) Ka-ra-O-ke..!! tunggu sampai xda orang yang rasa2nya dengar..lepas tu baru nyanyi sepuas hati...hehe...
4) Movie timee..!! banyak muvie ni belum abis tengok...tp xmo la yang scary + tembak-tembak + bloody hell punya crita...aiyoo...x ngam d jiwa..
5) emm...interview..?? Pegi la..Tomorrow got one...tapi baju kurung suma di tempat c Tata...how am i suppose to go..?huhu...Pray for me ya...
6) apa lgi...Kasi mandi c Opey..hmm...pesanan kak, 'lepas ko kasi mandi, kasi hair dryer tu bulu nya..syampoo and sabun nya ada aku letak di luar..ari sabtu la ko kasi mandi..' aiyoo...anjing pun mo ada syampoo and sabun sendiri..( tringat anjing d ruma, kena air pun lari ..yang ini mo kasi mandi lagi...')
7) ada lg y aku lupa ka?rasa nya teda suda....
so that's it...harap suma selesai sblm kak balik...susa la lau dia pulng suda... hmm....
hmm.. there a lot to say...there a lot to feel... now im still in front of Roger Sis laptop, since my laptop is upstairs and i am too lazy to go upstairs...
ive been planning to find job in kL...but not succeeded..there is a lot of opportunity and chance...but..im too choosy i guess...im thinking a lot about where am i going to live, how am i going to work and does my salary enough for me..all such stuff..since im living in kL..so the living cost should be high...my parents ask me to go back Sabah...but im thinking, this is the time for me to challenge my self living alone in this scary place...
i took such a very big decision in my life so i must continue it untill the very end...but maybe my fight isnt over yet...hence, i have to strenghten my energy, my mentality and my desire to live...i want to show everyone that i can live alone...
im handling a very big problem which is considering life and death...which is depending on how much money do i have...money is everything...i agree with this statement, since everthing related to me needs money..they say u dont need money to be happy...i say u do need money to make someone happy...to make ur family happy...to make other people happy..we now living in the world of where people are more happy to see their bank account producing money...
but, i also agree with the statement that money is not everthing...in my home...i mean, my real home, back in sabah...we dont need money to eat...because food are everywhere...im very lucky that my mom didnt teach to chose food, so i eat whatever that can be eaten..we have free rice from kampung...free house,water and electricity from the gov..plenty of vege around....the meat and fish are cheap...lucky im not so into fish and meat...because i prefer more to vege...and everything is quite easy...ony then, we still need money to move...to buy other things..but it does not stops us of being happy...i think that is one thing i love about staying at home...everthing is free...life necessity and love from my family...
now im staying in kL..those thing sare very rare to find...everthing needs money...plus, i need money to see my boyfriend...because we didnt live together for sure...and now...we both need money for our own problem...
there is stilla lot to say, but let me stops here...i know i havent been writte for long..but i think this will be my next favourite thing to do...
i pray that our problem will be settle in no ytime and evrything will go with the plan..i also pray that a big beg full of money will thrown to usd solve and solve our problem...i know what we decides is wrong but there is no way out...every mistake should be corrected...and i make sure that this wont happen again...
The title looks kinda scary for me..but its true....this coming 29April - 9May will be the last exam for me..( i hope so..!!)
But, the very truth is...Im not ready ..even for a single bit...my test's were sucks!! and i know my carry marks will the worse ever...pdhal mau habis diploma suda ni...
I dont want to spend another sem here in segamat...oh gosh...cita-cita tinggi ..tp usaha nya teda...
I have thinking solution for my problem...
First, im will ask some of my fren to teach me back before exam...maybe i eill take a few days..but i hope i still can make it...i know some of them will share their knowledge with me...
Second, i will stdy hard and smart...i dont know how to do it...but i know i can do it...ceh..!!!
Next, no on9..!!..yes, i can live without internet...tp, kalau kegataln betul suda p library la tu...walau pun x dpt fb..blog pn boleh lah...because my bf will be using my laptop for his final project...so, ada juga alasan la kunun...even tho' i can bring his mini laptop..tp sapa juga yang pndai guna Linux punya OS..x syok la...
Next, pray....Oh Loving God...Please help me through all this tempatation you set for me..May you Grant me with your Love and bless me with your Hand..may you also bless my roomates and my frens in this final exam season...Deliver us away from evil and bring us to success...Amen.
Last but i hope not least...ready for anything..ready if have to spend another sem in UiTM Segamat..ready if i can't answer question...and ready if i have to work after diploma...ive been thinking a lot and i stilll dont have the conclusion...so i think im gonna let what God want me to be...just like before....
For all due respect, i apologize for what i am going to write will hurt others feeling...
Keadaan ini sudah lama berlaku di kampus saya dan ianya amat pedih di dengar...apa yang berlaku adalah, apabila "tempat beribadat' disini mengambil alih semua aktiviti wajib kampus. Bukannya saya bermaksud untuk meburuk-burukkan "tempat beribadat' tersebut..malah saya sendiri tidak gemar apabila gereja saya sendiri d maki2..namun, kekesalan di hati saya amat payah untuk d salurkan ke pihak yang sepatut nya...yang saya mampu ialah bercakap tentang ketidakpuashatian saya. tetapi tidak mampu berbuat apa-apa..
Saya merupakan pelajar tahun akhir di kampus ini dan telah banyak perubahan yang saya lihat berlaku dalam kampus ini..saya bukan lah seorang yang aktif dalam kampus dan bukan juga golangan anugerah dekan...tetapi , yang saya pasti saya juga mempunyai hak bersuara untuk mengekspresikan ketidakpuashatian dalam diri saya...
Berbalik kepada isu 'tempat beribadat'...bukan 'tempat beribadat' itu yang bersalah ..tetapi mungkin 'mereka' yang menjalankan tugas tidak berfikir secara rasional dan meletakkan"kawasan beribadat' tersebut mangsa keadaan.Pada pendapat saya, Masjid, Tokong, kuil mahupun tempat2 yang sudah terang2 kita ketahui merupakan tempat kita beribadat...dimana kita akan berkamunikasi secara emosi , mental, batin mahupun zahir kita kepada Tuhan.Jadi, saya amat menghoramti keadaan ini...Saya pasti semua orang tidak mahu bangunan ibadat mereka tidak dihormati oleh agama lain...apatah lagi kita yang hidup majmuk di Malaysia ini..
Namun, apa yang membuat saya hilang rasa hormat ialah apabila "tempat beribadat' di kampus ini telah dijadikan seolah2 menggantikan fungsi 5 buah Dewan sedia ada... hampir semua akiviti wajib universiti dijalankan di dalam "tempat beribadat' tersebut..malah aktiviti seperti ceramah kenegeraan..modul bahagian, ceramah ilmu,latihan dikir barat dan banyak lagi aktiviti yang tidak berkaitan dengan agama turut dijalankan di dalam "tempat beribadat' tersebut..Keadaan ini sememang nya baik di lihat apabila semua pelajar akan mengunjungi "tempat beribadat' tersebut memandangkan semua aktiviti wajib universiti di jalankan dsitu..
Namun, adakah keadaan ini bersesuaian dengan semua pelajar..Mungkin pihak pengurusan 'terlupa' bahawa kampus ini juga menawarkan tempat bagi yang bukan beragama Islam, dan hal ini menyukarkan kami untuk membuat keputusan. Sekiranya mungkin, ceramah yang dijalankan ada berkaitan dengan agama, saya berpendapat, peljar yang bukan muslim patut di kecualikan mengikuti aktiviti tersebut.Ini bagi mengelakkan kekeliruan dan salah faham berlaku. Dan, bagi pendapat saya juga, pihak pengurusan harus lah peka terhadapa jenis aktiviti serta pengisian dalam aktiviti agar sesuai dengan semua pelajar. Sekiranya aktiviti wajib tersebut tidak berkaitan dengan isu agama, maka, adalah lebih sesuai sekiranya aktivii tersebut di jalankan di dalam dewan yang saya jangka amat selesa dan bersesuian dengan aktiviti tersebut meskipun tidak lah sesejuk "tempat beribadat' yang menurut pendengaran saya telah d pasang 20 penghawa dingin bagi menarik perhatian pelajar untuk datanag ke masjid..ini satu kaedah yang amat baik dan saya pasti semakin ramai yang mengujungi nya..( selepas ini saya cadangkan pihak penurusan agara meletakkan lebih banyak penghawa dingin di dalam kelas bagi menarik minat peljar datang kelas )..tetapi, kaedah menjadikan semua aktiviti dijalankan di dalam masjid adalah kurang rasional kerana kaedah ini tidak mengambil kira siswa yang bukan bergama islam..
Saya berharap pihak2 yang bertanggungjawab mengambil kira keadaan ini agar dapat memudahkan pelajar mengikuti aktiviti yang dijalankan.
Embarrassing body problems will haunt you from time to time. These problems seem to pop up at the worst times and usually rear their ugly heads when we are out in a meeting, on a date or at a party.
Some people suffer from different body problems and find it excruciatingly embarrassing which can take a toll on their self-esteem so we look at some of the most common problems, why they occur and ways to prevent them.
Halitosis hell
Mulut kita ni ada banyak baktria..(mcm semua orang tau la...)..tp, ada juga baktria yang ada dalam mulut ni berperanan untuk menghalang dr jangkitan luar...'dorang' tinggal di kerongkong, atas lidah..bukannnya d gigi...( yang d gigi tu tai gigi la..)jd,memberus gigi tu xda kaitan dengan bau mulut, tp hanya untuk mengelakkan kerosakan gigi..tp, apabila mulut kita tidak d'oxygenated', bakteria2 yang tinggal dalam mulut tadi pun mengeluarkan cecair sulfur yang menyebabkan bau mulut...
saya x tau ni cara mau hilang kan bau mulut...yang saya tau cara mau hilang kan bau mulut lepas minum tapai...( sebab dulu bapa sya kuat minum bha...jadi bila bangun pagi2 tu masih ada bau tu "minuman" lg d mulut dia....x bagus juga kalau bos ter'cium tu bau mulut begitu kan...)jd mama sya suruh bapa sya makan bawang..bawang putih...spy cpat hilang kunun tu bau tapai d mulut..tp, sya xtau sejauh mna keberkesanan nya....
Yang penting kalau berusa gigi tu, jangan lupa berus di lidah juga...at east kurang la sikit bau mulut kan...kalau buat flossing hari2 lagi bagus..
Body odour
Oleh kerana tempat tinggal kita betul2 di garisan khatulistiwa...jd ccuaca panas menyebabkan kita cepat berpeluh..ketiak yang kotor dan bau badan, bila bergabung jadi bau yang sememangnya tidak menyenangkan...so, salah satu acra kita untuk kita kurang bau badan ialah guna baju yang ringan, dan yang senang ber'nafas ounya kain...maksud sya, macam kain linen atau kapas....selain itu, kalau orang yang rasa2 nya ada bau badan tu...mandilah selalu..guna la antiperspirant atau deodorant, atau kedua-dua ny6a sekali...dan perfume pula jangan la yang menyengat hidung...cukuplah setakat sedap bau di 'cium..
ada juga bau badan ni yang memang keturunan family lagi...tp ada juga yang ada memang ada masalah...jd check2 la family2 anda...mna tau memang ketrunan jd xpayahlah mau risau sangat..( cuma kena belanja lebih cikit la...bikin beli wangi-wangian badan..)tp, kalau yang ada masalah tu, cepat2 jumpa doktor...minta ubat...mungkin ada overactive thyroid, low glucose level atau lain2 penyakit..( itu yang bikin takut tu)
Hair there and everywhere
Hair is an issue that is increasingly plaguing men than it is women, making it now commonplace to find waxing salons catering to both sexes. There are easy short-term hair removal methods such as tweezing, waxing, shaving and bleaching. If you’re looking for something more permanent, you’ll need to head to a dermatologist. Your skin specialist may suggest using laser to remove hair from places such as your face and arms.
Some women suffer from facial hair and if your face is moderately hairy, meaning you need to trim your brows or shave your upper-lip area once a month, this is a normal and inherited trait. However, if your hair sprouts on a daily basis, there may be an underlying condition like high levels of male hormones (polycystic ovarian syndrome) or an adrenal gland problem.
Stretch marks
Stretch marks happen when the skin is pulled by rapid growth or stretching. Although the skin is usually fairly elastic, when it's overstretched, the normal production of collagen (the major protein that makes up the connective tissue in your skin) is disrupted. As a result, scars called stretch marks may form.
There is no guaranteed treatment to completely remove stretch marks. The best that can be done is to make them less noticeable. You can go to a dermatologist to get laser treatments, which lessens the brightness of recently acquired red marks, or microdermabrasion, which treats white marks.
Bikini rash
Waxing and shaving too closely causes inflammation and redness when the hairs split and loop around under the surface of the skin as they grow back.
What you shouldn’t do is rub the bumps to free the trapped hairs with a loofah. What you should do is exfoliate the top layer of your skin by applying an over-the-counter aspirin solution twice a day for at least two days.
Smelly feet
Our feet have their share of normal bacteria, which produce stinky sulfurous odor when they come into contact with moisture from socks and shoes or when your feet become sweaty. This can be embarrassing for some women, especially if they have been to the gym, but it also can affect them on a daily basis.
The solution is to always keep your feet dry.Your socks should be made of absorbent cotton and your shoes from breathable materials, like canvas and leather.Sprinkle a drying powder in your shoes every morning, and place a desiccant in them when you put them away.
Weak pelvic floor
The pelvic floor are large sheets of muscles between your pubic bone and your tailbone, and these muscles help keep your bladder, vagina, uterus and bowel in place. Sometimes they become stretched and weakened, mostly due to childbirth. These muscles give you control over your bladder and bowel movements, so their weakening can lead to some uncomfortable moments.
There are a number of pelvic floor muscle exercises such as squeezes and contractions that can help you tighten the muscles and restore your bladder control, for example, stopping the flow of urine when you go to the toilet.
Acne
Acne is one of the most common skin conditions that haunts most of us. 80% of teenagers are afflicted with some degree of acne between the ages of 13 and 18 years (although, a minority of cases may also start in adulthood).
Usually occurring on the face, arms, back and chest, acne occurs in puberty because of adjustment to hormone levels, which cause the sebaceous glands to manufacture increased amounts of sebum that blocks the hair follicles and causes spots ranging from blackheads to painful red nodules.
Acne can often correct itself, but there are also a number of over-the-counter and prescription
There are times when we read things in the news or in the media, when we are told that something is good for our health, or that something can be detrimental for it. One day, we can be told that something is good, and then a few weeks later we are told that the same thing is bad for us.
There have also been ups and downs when it comes to coffee and alcohol. So what are we to believe when it comes to our health? We look at nine things that we have been told are bad for us but are actually surprisingly good for our health within moderation.
Anger
If you're one of those people who tend to bottle things up, only to explode later, we are being advised not to hold it in so long. Studies show that bursts of anger here and there are good for the health, and can be an even more effective coping mechanism than becoming afraid, irritated or disgusted.
Anger, however, is best in moderation: stay angry for long periods of time and you'll be plagued with a host of health issues, like blood pressure and sleep disorders.
Coffee
Coffee has also had bad press as it has been linked with an increased risk of heart disease, raised blood pressure arthritis, and stillbirth.
However, coffee is great for waking us up in the morning and is the World’s most wildly used stimulant drug. It improves short-term memory, boosts muscle power and raises alertness. It is also a major source of anti-oxidants and can help to reduce the risk of diabetes.
Alcohol
Alcohol, in moderation, is good for the heart, but the effect of this is mainly seen in middle-aged men. Two or three alcoholic drinks per day can cut the risk of heart attack by at least 30 per cent.
However, alcohol drunk in excess causes liver disease and also dependency. Less obvious effects include an increase of all types of cancer by six per cent in women, when you have a drink a day.
Scientists from Harvard Medical School have presented findings showing couples having IVF who drank one bottle of wine a week, cut their chances of a live birth by a quarter.
Similarly, while we have always associated beer with a beer gut, new research has suggested that moderate beer intake can actually improve cardiovascular function.
Bubblegum
Something that your dentist will never tell you is that chewing gum actually prevents cavities. Studies have shown that not only does it produce more saliva which helps to prevent cavities, but sugar free gum contains xylitol which helps change the chemistry of your mouth.
Infections
Although many parents these days feel that they need to cocoon their children and wrap them in cotton wool to protect them from illness, young children actually need exposure to viruses and bacteria in early life to develop their immune systems. Those who miss out on such exposure are more likely to develop allergies, such as asthma, later on. Infections on the other hand, are bad for just about everyone else.
Stress
Stress is universally considered a bad thing and in some cases, people have successfully won lawsuits against companies for work-related stress. But what most people don’t know is that a little stress goes a long way to making us healthier because in short doses, it can help to boost the immune system.
Not doing the housework
There is the idea that due to our modern lifestyle, there are increasing numbers of people that suffer from allergies and auto immune conditions. A survey that was carried out found that women who used a lot of household cleaning products during pregnancy and shortly after giving birth, increased their child’s risk of asthma.
Smoking
We all know the risks and dangers of smoking, but there are a number of therapeutic uses of nicotine or smoking too. For example, smokers are less likely to need surgery to provide extra blood to their heart after an angioplasty, the risk of ulcerative colitis is reduced, and it even interferes with the development of Kaposi’s sarcoma (a type of cancer of the lymphatic endothelium).
Perhaps, most surprisingly, is that there are links to smoking and a reduction in allergic asthma. There is also a large body of evidence to suggest that smokers have a dramatically reduced risk of developing Alzheimer’s disease and Parkinson’s disease. Nicotine is currently being investigated as a treatment for ADHD, and schizophrenia.
Video games
Even though console stations and video games are partly to blame for the rise in numbers of people with obesity, scientists have now suggested that they actually help to get us fit and lose weight.
As long as they aren’t used as a substitute for real sport, certain games such as Tekken 3 (a martial arts contest), actually raise the player’s heart levels - they used more energy and began breathing more quickly.
