Amai Hanashi

It was on Thursday..its the longest hour of interview...and i have to go on different places in one day..doesnt mean that i never on the situation before( ive been even worse..!! ) but i have to rush and dont even have time for my precious lunch...

first ly, i was ask to go to the agency who manage my interview..i met a few candidate there, came to interview for the same postion...tele-marketer executive....it actually offer rm1.4k excluding allowances, commision and overtime...
its pretty challenging job, where i have a target costomer where i have to promote a certain product. but i kinda easy, where i only have to sit in the office and don't need to meet the customer...and i have normal working hours..so there is no shift hours..where i have to works at night..hee...plus thesalary was quite good for me as a beginner and fresh graduate...

The agency gives us some briefing about the interview that we about to go..i feel very nervous and blank when thay started to ask question..in english...its not i cannot answer the question but, i feel kinda blank and my confidence level tottaly down when i see all these candidate who come..

After the briefing, i only have 30 minutes to go from ampang park to kl sentral...i have to take the train, change train at masjid jamek and continue my journey to kl snetral..i suppose to go with one of the candidate, but i have waited until i missed to train, but she still not showing up..so i tought she must have been to the early train when i was in the toilet, so i just continue my journey..when i reach kl sentral, i have to ask people where is the sooka center, i lost a few times...

So , when i reach Quill 7..( the place that i suppose to interview )..i was late 2 minutes..thank God that the interviewer was not ready that time,so i can take my breath..i saw many candidates come with potential..some of them had work previously and of course they had the experience..and me..?

i went through the interview, nicely , smooth and funny so that the interviewer will remeber me...i hope so..but it always be me...ive tried my very best to get this job,.people may say its hard, pressuring but still i want to know how pressure it is..hehe...come on challenge me...let see ho far i can go in marketing industry..

Now im waiting for the call..but it doenst stop me for go browsing other job..i have this offer in HSBC bank, but i have to work on shift, so i didnt go...

and i also got interview from jobstreet itself..maybe i will try this one..this monday...

Hope i get one of the job..im tired of waiting..God,help me..

Astro did provide a lot of graet movies, entertainment, and news...but for me..BORING..!!

Ive been watching ASTRO and the shows were great...but, its too boring for me..ive change channel many times, and all i see was the same shown yesterday and the day before...

i suppose to go interview for work..but im have to stay home..(padahal malas..)im waiting for 'kak' to come back from Singapore..and then they will be gone again for America maybe on 28th or 29th this month...so maybe they will ask me to stay at their house again or maybe not..i really want to say no..but i still dont have any jobs so why dont i stay for a while...?plus, i can go interview and still stay here...but so much money will be wasted..i can get free foods since they provide everything...

i dont which decision to choose but i will do something...

and im sorry that the title has nothing to do with what im saying..im just too bored..!!

Dear Dearie...

Today is my first day living alone (not so alone...ada c opey kn) in this banglo...quite scary..hehe..with unknown gardener..hehe...nasib lengkap ni rumah...everything is available..y tiada cuma kwn bercakap...c opey tu bukan faham pa kita cakap..

Plan...

1) Beli barang di Giant...beras,milo,tisu kotak,telur,sayur,sos tiram,ayam untuk c opey,maggi kari and maggi korean..( ada list suda ni..tggl beli ja..hrap2 ckup la rm200)

2) Masak masakan resepi "Ikut Selera Ku"..xtaw pa mo masak lg, tp harap x masin betul la nnt..

3) Ka-ra-O-ke..!! tunggu sampai xda orang yang rasa2nya dengar..lepas tu baru nyanyi sepuas hati...hehe...

4) Movie timee..!! banyak muvie ni belum abis tengok...tp xmo la yang scary + tembak-tembak + bloody hell punya crita...aiyoo...x ngam d jiwa..

5) emm...interview..?? Pegi la..Tomorrow got one...tapi baju kurung suma di tempat c Tata...how am i suppose to go..?huhu...Pray for me ya...

6) apa lgi...Kasi mandi c Opey..hmm...pesanan kak, 'lepas ko kasi mandi, kasi hair dryer tu bulu nya..syampoo and sabun nya ada aku letak di luar..ari sabtu la ko kasi mandi..' aiyoo...anjing pun mo ada syampoo and sabun sendiri..( tringat anjing d ruma, kena air pun lari ..yang ini mo kasi mandi lagi...')

7) ada lg y aku lupa ka?rasa nya teda suda....

so that's it...harap suma selesai sblm kak balik...susa la lau dia pulng suda...
hmm....

hmm..
there a lot to say...there a lot to feel...
now im still in front of Roger Sis laptop, since my laptop is upstairs and i am too lazy to go upstairs...

ive been planning to find job in kL...but not succeeded..there is a lot of opportunity and chance...but..im too choosy i guess...im thinking a lot about where am i going to live, how am i going to work and does my salary enough for me..all such stuff..since im living in kL..so the living cost should be high...my parents ask me to go back Sabah...but im thinking, this is the time for me to challenge my self living alone in this scary place...

i took such a very big decision in my life so i must continue it untill the very end...but maybe my fight isnt over yet...hence, i have to strenghten my energy, my mentality and my desire to live...i want to show everyone that i can live alone...

im handling a very big problem which is considering life and death...which is depending on how much money do i have...money is everything...i agree with this statement, since everthing related to me needs money..they say u dont need money to be happy...i say u do need money to make someone happy...to make ur family happy...to make other people happy..we now living in the world of where people are more happy to see their bank account producing money...

but, i also agree with the statement that money is not everthing...in my home...i mean, my real home, back in sabah...we dont need money to eat...because food are everywhere...im very lucky that my mom didnt teach to chose food, so i eat whatever that can be eaten..we have free rice from kampung...free house,water and electricity from the gov..plenty of vege around....the meat and fish are cheap...lucky im not so into fish and meat...because i prefer more to vege...and everything is quite easy...ony then, we still need money to move...to buy other things..but it does not stops us of being happy...i think that is one thing i love about staying at home...everthing is free...life necessity and love from my family...

now im staying in kL..those thing sare very rare to find...everthing needs money...plus, i need money to see my boyfriend...because we didnt live together for sure...and now...we both need money for our own problem...

there is stilla lot to say, but let me stops here...i know i havent been writte for long..but i think this will be my next favourite thing to do...

i pray that our problem will be settle in no ytime and evrything will go with the plan..i also pray that a big beg full of money will thrown to usd solve and solve our problem...i know what we decides is wrong but there is no way out...every mistake should be corrected...and i make sure that this wont happen again...